Good Morning Beautiful

A beautiful spring morning
The bright sunshine
The mild breeze
The fragrance of melting snow
birds whistling the sounds of spring
Fascination of the beauty of a new day
the feelings of
Appeal
Attraction
The magic, she makes me feel
With every labored breath
My heart did skip
At the very sight
of
Your resplendent green eyes
pleasing red lips
Waving long brown hair
I cant help my feelings
the feelings of
happiness, pleasure, the complete euphoria
Of things

The Unsolved Problem?

I often sit and wonder about the problems we face everyday. In everyone's life, We have problems to solve. Whether it be… Bills, work, family or even relationships.

Even in the strongest relationship, there are problems to overcome. We often find it easy to give up when confronted with these problems and difficulties.

Or fool ourselves into believing that perfection can be found somewhere else.

But true happiness and a lasting relationship are found when you look inside yourself for solutions to the problems. Instead of blaming the other person and walking away when things get tough, Look for compromise and forgiveness. Caring is not a matter of convenience. It is a commitment of one soul to another. And if we generously give ourselves to the other person. Then both lives are enriched. The problems will come and go, just like the changing seasons. But unselfish love is constant and everlasting.

True To Yourself

Believe in your heart
Something wonderful is about to happen
Love your life
Believe in your own powers
Your own potential, and in your own internal goodness
Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day as magnificent
Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day
Reach within to find your own Individuality
Amaze yourself and galvanize those around you to the potential of each new day
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the substance of your humanity
Let those who love you help you
Trust enough to be able to take
Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have
Live this day to the fullest extent
Let a little sun out as well as in
Create your own rainbows
Be open to all your possibilities
All possibilities and Miracles
Believe in Miracles

Melancholy Or Phlegmatic

That seems to be the question at this early hour. So yeah I cant sleep, I'm full of thought and I'm listening to music. Its been a trying week. But what would one expect. After all if it were easy then everyone would enlist. And we all know we have allot of cowards among us. So anyway I'm going off on a bit of a tangent from what I was originally posting about. So I'm thinking about personalities, and under what category I would fall under. Although I see myself as more Phlegmatic, and possibly Melancholic. Would it necessarily be a bad thing if I was a little Sanguine as well? Basically I'm a melting pot of many personality types. Boiled all into one genuine personality. Specific just to me... Now how do you see yourself?

Good Morning,

So I'm a bit tired this morning. But nonetheless I'm here, as if I have a choice... So yeah anyway last night I was talking to a friend online. And we were talking about how people always say when something goes wrong, that it happens for a reason. After some of the bad luck I've been through the last thing I want to hear is, "Everything happens for a reason". Besides I'm not sold on that philosophy. I believe more in that each and everyone of us are free falling from the sky. Like a snow flakes... (don't laugh just yet) Some fast, some slow. Some looking different then others. Each and everyone of us starts by falling, obviously in the same direction. But a sudden gust of wind changes are direction, and bumps us into each other, changing are characteristics. We might actually stick together then another gust of wind could break us apart. The point I'm trying to make is that not always are we in control over how we live our lives. We are manipulated by a wide range of things. For instance we can get the best education and still because of the job market or unemployment were still at square one. Were not the only ones in control of our destiny. Yeah we can work as hard as we can to keep going in the same direction but ultimately any force can knock you so far off course that its impossible to stay going in the same direction. I adopted this philosophy after my failed relationships. Those who know me know I was married twice. Both of which ended in divorce. Unfortunately these women in my life felt that nothing was worth working on and cheated. This of course as it would anyone. set my life in a bit of a spin. Ive adjusted and recovered, learned from my mistakes. But I'm not the same person anymore. They were the force that knocked me off course and set me off in a different direction. I hope i haven't rambled on to much. I'm in no way dismissing anyone Else's philosophy i just have my own set of beliefs...

Well today was an ok day. Been placing orders all day, Had coffee from Dunks courtesy of my mom. Thanks mom. And lets not forget that Almond poundcake... it was awesome. Still have a ton on my mind, and of course missing Logan like crazy.

OPSEC

I have a hard time being dishonest. Thats precisly why I have a hard time not telling family and friends about where exactly I am going. Understand, this afterall is the military. And they have this thing called OPSEC that prohibates giving away key information. On a good note, Another day is down...